contemplating existence
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i think we all have those nights when you stare at nothing in particular and just wonder how everything came to be, how the sun sets or how magical the stars are. what hides at the bottom of the sea? do i matter? can i find comfort in the fact that the universe is infinite, and i am very small? why do i always say things i’ll regret in the morning when night falls …
f l o w : a chill mix for lazy afternoons daydreaming about your crush
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coffee - sylvan esso | taste - rhye | gold angel - minke | islands - rynn | someone - acoustic - anna of the north | ocean eyes - astronomyy remix - billie eilish | heart attack - snakehips remix - flight facilities | your shirt - chelsea cutler | daydream - milk & bone | slacks - st. south | you and me - shallou | feel it still - medasin remix - portugal. the man
January 1st a new year’s playlist
Happy New Year
Happy New Year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbor is a friend
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OCTOBER // an electric yet chilled playlist for the dark nights, to make you feel warm
❝autumn killed
the summer with
the softest kiss.❞ ~ d.j
september (listen to on spotify)
i. anyone else, pvris; ii. half light, banners; iii. goner, twenty one pilots; iv. you should know where i’m coming from, banks; v. heaven in hiding, halsey; vi. horns, bryce fox; vii. nicotine, panic! at the disco; viii. like that, bea miller; ix. wildfire, demi lovato; x. ins and outs, sofia carson; xi. look what you made me do, taylor swift
autumn | soft songs to warm up a chilly heart. [listen]
you’re in your boyfriend’s pickup. he’s asleep in the passenger seat, you’re driving without a destination in mind & you have the window down as you let the cool night air whip against your face in a state of pleasant delirium
you’re on a rooftop somewhere, there’s 5 am air on your skin, streetlights glint like coins at the bottom of wishing wells from where you sit. you’re feeling peaceful for the first time all week
it’s four pm in the afternoon and you’ve got your head in the lap of the only boy you’ve ever loved & you’re reading jane eyre & he’s sipping on tea & it’s the kind of weather where it’s just warm enough for you to pretend it’s summer & it’s drizzling & you’re listening to the rain beat softly against the windowpanes
you’re curled up in bed as it pours outside, there’s a citywide blackout and the last candle you had left has finally blown out, but you feel strangely at peace within the warm, all-consuming dark
you’re making out in the bathroom of a house party with someone that makes you feel like you’ve swallowed the sun
you’re standing amidst a city you burned to the ground. the apocalypse has come & gone. all that’s left is ashes & mortar & sad bones but you’re feeling empowered. a slow smile creeps up your lips as you realize how you’ve always wanted to watch the world burn
you wander into wonderland and now you’re suddenly being crowned fairie queen, apparently there’s a prophecy waiting to be fulfilled
it’s mid morning but it’s dark outside from the rain. you thought the tapping on the window was from the rain but it’s actually a crow that flickers out of sight when you look directly at it
you’re sipping on cherry cola by the pool on a lazy sunday & you’re feeling younger than you’ve ever been
you’re summoning old ghosts in an abandoned parking lot on a smoggy thursday night